#Study mode ,hwaiting!
So many CPGs to be covered.
Here is the download link for all CPG Malaysia : http://www.acadmed.org.my/index.cfm?&menuid=67
My notes are almost covered.Now i left one seminar to present tomorrow and CPGs to cover.
I'm quite nervous actually @.@
Well, I want to do well. Although he doesn't know, but I wish he can be the motivation of study.Although now, we are far away from each other...
Although , we are never be together :'(
I know the rules, no need one to tell me.I'll walk away.
Accidentally found he is a johorian too! Proud to be state mate of him!
Aish, Im such a pabo.Why I didn't take initiative to chat with him when free time?
Just casual " where you stay? where u live in KT? Where u graduate? when is it?" bla bla bla ...
Now all the words I wanted to say is just...swallow it.
I can never have a chance to talk or see him anymore.
I allow myself to cry for 5 minutes.And that's it.Jinjja pabo ah...
I've counted how many times when we met each today.
Not by me.By him.
3.
Morning , around 8am
Saw him in the car, with his striking hair style.That's how I recognise him.Saw he's driving, a car with a plate "JXX" , hey, he's probably a johorian, yohoo! (my heart thump so loud).Confimed it's him when he parked his car.
I walk down from uni van.Saw him walk to my path. Actually , he's walking to me cuz I'm standing in front of the door =.= K,I know it's stupid. And our eyes doesnt meet, I'm glad.Cuz I'm so nervous in front of him @.@
Can't help!
Morning , around 8.30am
I'm the presenter for case presentation for BST today.Actually, specialist called him regarding administration matter.Just listen to people calling his name,imagine he's on phone, GOD , please calm my heart!
And guess what? I don't know my God, you are teasing me? He knocked and entered the room.Our eyes met and my eyes, I guessed I'm embarrased myself this morning @.@ Should I knock my head on wall right now?!
He's talking and I'm listening.Listen quietly his voice.I tell myself , I wanted to remember you as much I can.
Look at him and hide my feelings.I want to remember the smile of yours.I knew it doesn't belongs to me though.But it'll be my strength to continue my studies :) Thanks so much for being my motivation everyday to clinic and learnt a lot from him.
Before he left the room, I captives his smile.That smile, can I just have it? only belongs to me.
11am , 1 hour before leave for lunch.
Again, the meeting was unplanned.A psy patient was on psychosis. He look after him. Just love the side of his profesionalism. Thanks to that , my motivation~
And I say , hey , goodbye!(In my heart, I leave with content heart)
As for elective posting , I'm actually quite worry about it.But as long I believe Him and I done my part , I'll just trust in Him as He never fails to provide me :)
This is the result when you are pushing yourself too far :(
But it turns out it's expired =..= (Old stock of my medicine). So I have to bear it for another 2 hours to buy it.And today went to clinic, after case presentation with Dr.K , a friendly Family Medicine Specialist , prescribed this :
Aish, I should take care of my body instead spoil it =.=
K, say sorry to myself (Sorry! 90 degree bow) XD
Topic of seminar - Child & adolescent health.However, my part basically cover this --> sexual abuse in children and adolescent. Read through articles and reference book to prepare this :
Malaysia UNICEF : http://www.unicef.org/malaysia/
Rakel Family Medicine : http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/41p%2BaD3cYrL._.jpg
All the best for those who are still in the "battle" , hwaiting! ^^
#AkDong musician - officially missing you : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Q1KtyPvpiY