The final countdown!

Omaigodddddd....2 days left for PTM, 1 week left before entering real life of working@@

Even though I m saying Im nervous...But I didnt experience any anxiety symptoms YET!

Certify copies, cleaning up room and packing are enough making my days busy.Few days ago, went for my niece's birthday dinner, happy birthday Felicia! xD

Well, mixed feelings, opinions and feedbacks by people around me about the taboo word "Housemanship".

"Its tiring, exhausting and mentally challenged", they said.I know.

Keep calm & stay positive.Endure hardship to be a safe doctor bah!
I didnt expect much from myself either since I left med school for quite some time....(8 month to be exact) -..-

I just wanna stay low profile and quietly to survive my HOship.Uphold this into my prayer, Amen!

鼓励自己1

五年同班的,可以什么都是,也可以什么都不是。

看过一篇文章,说把爱情和友情,看淡,再淡。

家人会变成最亲近的朋友。
其他人的想法,再也不重要了。

就好比,一千块,把他褶皱,踩在脚下,还是一千块,不是吗??

虽然有时候家人做了自己不喜欢的事,可是家人能保护自己。当自己觉得没有人保护自己的时候。

加油!

就,只是朋友。朋友而已。

你有资格过问吗?

当我开始慢慢不再容易生气,在无可奈何的时候,我惊觉自己。。。变了。以前什么事都追跟就底,现在慢慢会学习咽下不耐烦不公平无奈的事。有些人,不需要对他们解释一切。

是我长大了吗?

有位自称是我朋友的小姐,无缘无故和我拉远距离,看在我无钱无能力的时候离开。现在急着问我在哪里做什么,我想问,你抿自己的良心,你有资格过问我的事情吗?

没看过那么不要脸的。

不过也罢,没告诉所有事情,只是一略带过。也没什么必要和她说。反正不重要。就像当初,我对你不重要。

哈哈。
小孩们,不要那么急着要长大。长大,不好过。我们都被骗了。

重新出发

和其他三个同大学毕业的人一起到一样的医院工作。不熟。五年在一起,未必了解彼此。是喜是悲,不知道。

我只知道,我不想靠别人。靠他们。

突然觉得好寂寞。

好友说真的,真的很不容易。

目前为止, 住的地方要找找。如果拿不到宿舍。
花费,目前为止是没问题了。
只是文件很多要复印,很多要去证实。
银行那边要拿说明书,照片还要再洗洗。
明天还要打电话去问一些问题。

怎么那么多东西要做?

就像他说,你很多时间哦?想那么多干嘛?

好,就不多想了。
别人对我不好,那是他们的选择。
我人格好是我的事。
他们利用了我,我知道我自己可以决定事情。是他们的失败。不是我的损失。

突然记起, 当你被利用,你是否也在利用别人?

反思。

A ray of light

After a stormy rain, finally there's a ray of light shines through.

So many b___s rejected my apply and have to go to nearest and closest person to settle stuffs.Although nt much, still PTL,managed to pull it off :)

So far so good, continue to uphold matters into His hands :)

1.print outs
2.certify print outs
3.my offical cop(redo)
4.medical checkup
5.waiting PTM letter
6.waiting convo photos

Move on...or not?

I'm finally got placement for HOship.
Hosp Kluang it is!
Quite dissapointed that I didnt managed to get my desired hospital.My plan is quite messed up.
But its okay.Readjust my feeling, reset my plan and restart.

Other than settling my personal matter and although ...he didnt say a clear answer for me.But BFF ? Okay :) But I wont wait for u anymore.I want him to be happy.And me too!

Shared the news with people around me, pastors, aunty and some close friends and given some advices by them.Some are positive, some are quite depressing actually.Well, I want to think positive.What does happened is reality but too much worries also wont do me any good favour,right? :)

Hurm...Well personal matter set aside, I have things more important than dat.

Just wonder when will this storm end?
I know soon the rain ends and rainbow will shine.
But now, I just wanna hug myself and cry.I will pick up myself again and putting them into pieces

E-houseman

PTL, finally something good is happening...continue to uphold prayer for my desired hospital xoxo!